During Sunday's all-new episode of Total Bellas, Bella was busy planning her upcoming nuptials, but couldn't manage to get excited about things like trying on wedding dresses and throwing an engagement party.
"I just want John and I both to live happily ever after whether it's together or separate and I just don't want us to go down the road in life and have regrets of like 'I did this for you" or 'you did this for me, ' so I think it's okay in relationships to take that moment.
Everybody's been talking about John Cena and Nikki Bella over the last few weeks after they confirmed that they called off their engagement. Although he later agreed, the pressure of the approaching wedding was too much to handle for Bella and she ended the engagement in a move to cancel the wedding. "For me, I'm like, let's make this quick". There's just something that isn't feeling right'. I honestly feel like I am about to have an anxiety attack.
When Cena joked to her that she could still call off their wedding, she eerily responded, "I have until [wedding date May 5] to do that".
'I just know deep down I want a baby...
"I need to save money because I want a night nurse and I want a nanny". I want to be the father of her children.
Nikki Bella wanted her wedding to be in Napa instead and said this was a dream for a while. "You took that choice away from me, and you took that meaning of me telling them". I feel like I am on this roller coaster of emotions and I feel like I am going to explode.
Total Bellas season three episode two premieres tonight at 9PM EST exclusively on E!